Trigger warning

Suicide ideation 

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I can’t go on no more, the ache in my chest is too much, I just want to give up and let it take over, I haven’t felt so alone more then I have in the last few weeks.
I just can’t believe I let a man that was so good for me slip through my fingers. 😥 I’m done I can’t go on no more, not because I’m alone… I just hurt the one man that I never wanted to hurt; I love him with all my heart and I destroyed his soul, the man that gave me everything I could ever ask for without even having to ask. He was perfect. I’m such an idiot for hurting him.