struggles of DID/BPD

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Suicide ideation * * * * * * * * * * * * I can’t go on no more, the ache in my chest is too much, I just want to give up and let it take over, I haven’t felt so alone more then I have in the last few weeks. I just…
Medical update…

Went to my gp today and she made me go get an ultrasound done on my cervix, results came back with my uterus full of clots still, since the ultrasound my cramps have been worse.😧 Went to therapy today and Adam was there in the room too, I felt like today’s session was a success.…
Ugh life sucks!!

I’m so sick and tired of being so sick and tired! I’ve been in and out of the hospital for the last two weeks! Found out I have two blood clots in my lungs, also bled out so much due to being on blood thinners, now 9 days later I’m still going, this has gotten…
#TramaDiscussions
Figured this would help people DID
Have you ever…

Have you felt so empty and confused, that all you want to do is sleep for a thousand years, just so you don't have to face another day where no one understands the pain you're going through? That no matter how much company you have surrounding you, you still feel completely and utterly alone? Have…
Colouring day BY LEILANI
No sleep

Okay for the last 3 days I’ve little to no sleep. Why you ask? Because the stress levels I’m enduring is monumental, I can’t stand one of my housemates, she’s a self-centered, selfish, judgemental creature. It’s gotten to the point where both myself and my partner has been stewing on her attitude, she’s pretty much…
Nightmare

I hate sleeping these days, I have been continuously getting nightmares, a few nights ago was one of the worst. I was sold to a wealthy family for sex, no I don’t want it, in this one I was raped continuously by not just the Master but his friends…even random people, on top that because…
My PTSD Life By Numbers

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